Newsletters

Here is my newsletter, I am doing every week.
I went to montreal and New York for 10 days, I have skipped it for two weeks! It was really an intense two weeks and I didn,t have the computer facilities that I have home!
Anyhow, here is the newsletter.
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Have a great week!
Kathy

A new beginning.

‎"Dear God, please help me to love and value myself, and treat myself with loving care. Please help me to know that I deserve happiness (as we all do), and that I have the right to change my life in healthful ways. Thank you for supporting me as I stand in my power, strength, and love in my relationships and in my career, and for helping others to accept and support the changes that I need to make"  Doreen Virtue.

This was on my facebook this morning! Oh wow. Thank you. I know that this blog is supposed to be about me, what I have learned etc...And yet, I had to make an exception to this rule today! This is my wish for me for the New Year!  I love me! ;0)

I love you!

The way I was brought up , “I love you” had to come from a boyfriend only. Not from a family member or a friend. I think after I was 6, I never heard that sentence anymore!

So, in 2000, when my friend (a female) said to me “I love you” it wasn’t sitting well with me! I was so uncomfortable.

Woaaaaaaa, I had to take a deep breath and asked myself what she meant by that, what did she want? I am very secure in my sexuality but still, maybe she was testing me! Is she hitting on me?

I came to realize that it was ok for a friend and a family member to say this magic phrase....With all the big step that I have taking in my life, nowadays I know it is even ok for me to say it to myself! And the more love I give myself, the more love comes to me! Don’t you just love this life? !!!

Clay

When you are in a relationship, you mold yourself the way your partner want you to be or worse the way you perceived the way they want you! You end up showing someone who is not you, you are very uncomfortable in this situation.

If you are not feeling it, your body find a way to let you know and a disease or an accident is most likely to show up. Because we don’t know how to decode the body language, you stay like that, in the same situation. It get worse or you change, you show who you really are and they leave.

So, either you celebrate or you go back to your old patter to win them back. And the circle starts again.

You can have a better life. Embrace yourself, you’ll be thankful you did!

Be LOVE

You know that song from Kate Perry “Firework”? Have you seen the video? She has a firework leaving from her stomach area going outward. Well, this is exactly how I feel lately.

The Joy and Love are coming out of me like a firework. I love this feeling. I feel I am celebrating because of all the awakening and growing spur I’ve been doing lately. So every morning I get up and offer myself a day full of celebration.

Light bulb moment

It has been a great week (and this is only Tuesday).

I feel like I have accomplished major step in my life. I was challenged this week...Again.

It is all good; I know it is for my personal growth, so I can be transformed into a beautiful butterfly.

I have decided to be honest with myself and listen to what my heart is telling me. See what I don't want to see...Why I use some replacement instead of facing the fact. I have turned rocks and face that truth and yet there are more rocks to turn...Actually, probably a full quarry!

Lots of work and yet it is all good, because on the other side, I know that beautiful butterfly will face the sun that is shinning so brightly for it.

Lab rat

What a better student to have than your own children?!! Last night, I had a perfect opportunity to preach what I have been thaugt the last month, as well as what I believe in. I called both kids on different timing and was able to give them direction they were seeking for. I was able to do it has an outsider perspective this time, not so much of my motherly feelings involved! I know that I am on the right track! I felt very good after each call. Now, I know it is in their camp, up to them to act on. What a lovely day.:-)